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    Friday, July 24th, 2009
    12:26 pm
    I have made the very rational decision to end my livejournal.
    I have many reasons for it and I probably will post them later.
    It's relatively sad because I have a lot of memories on here, but I think it's for the best.
    An ending post to come soon.
    Love!
    Saturday, July 18th, 2009
    9:03 am
    Pllllleassee just be happy for me.
    No more Judgments :/
    Thursday, July 16th, 2009
    3:58 pm
    ps
    Mom and I are getting along much better which makes me so happy. We don't really argue wedding stuff anymore. It's awesome!!
    Saturday, July 4th, 2009
    11:31 am
    Trying to make this a quick update
    Quick update because I don't have a lot of time, but felt the need to post.

    -Graduated from Muskingum in May. Had a nice graduation party. (Thank you parents!)
    -Been doing a lot of wedding stuff. (more to come on that)
    -Moved to Dayton, trying/making new friends....then moved again.
    -Started job this week. I think I'll like it a lot, and the fact I get to help people and make their day, and make them smile makes everything worth while.
    I think I'm going to love it here.
    (Also my first bus experience I need to write about. And actually believe it or not........it had nothing to do with me being ditzy. *gasp*)

    It sucks it's cold and rainy on the 4th. I had plans to swim with some friends. Dang it.

    Happy 4th!
    Saturday, June 27th, 2009
    12:25 pm
    Many many updates to come!
    Wednesday, April 15th, 2009
    11:42 pm
    oh, one more thing
    I forgot we have our song picked out. (most likely) we believe this song is us, and he introduced me to it quite sometime ago. It's by a band I haven't really heard of, but it's a beautiful song.
    It's call "Blue Diamonds" by Rusted Root.

    "And we go out

    On the world tonight
    with our blue diamonds
    that were once our fears
    pressing down
    on the town

    And we go out my love
    holding all our bets
    Ooh…My lady resurrect this breath
    on this hour of the night
    We’ll make it love
    We’ll make it love

    Cause I found you now
    and forever
    I won’t waste this breath
    Let time be by our side
    It’s now and never
    I won’t waste this breath

    Now don’t you wait
    I feel it in my hurt
    Ooh…My lady you’re
    the woman I search
    to roll my heart
    roll my heart this way
    Hey…hey….

    Cause I found you now
    and forever
    I won’t waste this breath
    Let time be by our side
    It’s now and never
    I won’t waste this breath

    I remember a time
    a little less tame
    you rolled my heart
    home this way…this way

    On the world tonight….."
    Thursday, April 9th, 2009
    7:53 pm
    YAYYYYYYYYYYYY
    I'M ENGAGED! yayayayayayay :)
    I will def write more later, but there isn't really time at the moment.
    I can talk about wedding stuff with ya'll now :)
    Thursday, December 4th, 2008
    11:35 pm
    Hiii
    Hi Katrina :) Mucho Love! Welcome to my lj
    Wednesday, November 19th, 2008
    4:18 pm
    haahah :) Oh memories

    Fill this out about your SENIOR year of high school! The longer ago it was, the more fun the answers will be.

    1. Who was your best friend?
    Chelsea, Kelly, Keith, and Erin. I was with them all the time. 

    2.What sports did you play?
    hhaha I was played the flute

    3. What kind of car did you drive?
    Oldsmobile Achieva. I think that is how you spell it. It had two huge dents, and a ducktaped mirror from when I hit a pole. Doreen's dad taped it on :)

    4. It's Friday night, where were you?
    At the Logan football game! On the field! Afterwards, I would probably be a pizza crossing.

    5. Were you a party animal?
    Oh yes! Not. Not at all.

    6. Were you considered a flirt?
    Yes. :( I hate looking back on some of that stuff.

    7. Were you in band, orchestra, or choir?
    The Band.

    8. Were you a nerd?
    Umm..I'm not sure. I dressed however I wanted, and didn't care what people thought of me. Sometimes it was pretty out there...so maybe?
    9. Did you get suspended/expelled?
    Nope

    10. Can you sing the fight song?
    Totally.

    11. Who was your favorite teacher?
    Shelly Riggs, Lynn Avery, and Karen Bergreen

    12. Favorite Subject?
    Theater

    13. What was your school's full name?
    Logan High School

    14. School mascot?
    Chieftain

    15. Did you go to prom?
    Yup. 4 times.

    16. If you could go back and do it over, would you?
    No, not ever.

    17. What do you remember most about graduation?
    Erin came over to my house sobbing because she didn't have electricity. So we got ready together, and went together. I miss her. Darn Josh for taking her away....

    18. Where were you on senior skip day?
    With Erin and Lissy on a back road.
    19.Did you have a job your senior year?
    Nope

    20. Where did you go most often for lunch?
    Fast food places
    21. Have you gained weight since then?
    I've lost. It's up and down though. The first year after senior year I lost 22 pounds. I've gained about 15 back now.

    22. What did you do after graduation?
    I went on to SSU, now I'm going to graduation from Muskingum College in 6 months!!!
    23. When did you graduate?
    May 2004

    24. Who was your Senior prom date?
    Keith.... :/  I wish it could have been Doreen ;)

    25. Are you going to your 10 year reunion?
    Probably so. Def not the 5th though.

    26. Who was your home room teacher?
    Whitescarver
    27. Who will repost this after you?
    Maybe Chelsea..cause a lot of people have already posted this...

    I miss all ya'll!



     

    Wednesday, October 1st, 2008
    1:47 pm
    It's been forever. Well, only like a month :)
    Chelsea is right it is factcheck.org also if you want to get silly about politics and such go to theonion.com it will make you laugh about stuff.
    I have stuff to update on so hopefully I well soon :)
    Happy Week!
    Wednesday, July 9th, 2008
    11:01 am
    Grr
    I drove all the way down to Athens this morning just to find out that my class had been cancelled. That's a big waste of gas. 45 min drive.
    So I'm taking advantage of the high speed internet.
    I need to collect my thoughts and write a big one soon. I have a lot going on in my head..so more to come soon.
    P.s Chelsea is such a good friend. She brought me chocolate last night cause I had a rough night :)
    Friday, May 30th, 2008
    2:50 pm
    I am freaking sunburnt. ouch.
    Wednesday, May 21st, 2008
    1:14 am
    I need Ideas :)
    I need money just like the rest of us do. The issue is this summer I will not be able to actually have a job. I go to school and have an internship. The days I go to school, the nights I will be going to the internship I believe. So it's a very busy summer. I was thinking about going to the Sandstone again on days I can, but it would be too difficult for them to schedule me around my own schedule. Days they would want me to work I probably couldn't. It sucks because I really need to have a job.
    So I have a few ideas for this summer in ways I could make some money. Give me some if you can think of any too :)

    -Yard sales.
    -On saturday morning selling my stuff at the flea market with dad
    -Chelsea kind enough to let me sell my stuff on her ebay
    -Mowing

    Anything else? I'm sure there are plenty of things I could do in my spare time :) It's not like I'm so busy I can't do anything at all, it's just busy enough where I probably couldn't hold a job. They would get tired of me saying "sorry..I can't work this day...or this day.."

    Thanks!
    Monday, May 19th, 2008
    3:41 pm
    I love you
    I love you all!
    I don't have much to say today...so..Love!
    -Quinn comes home in 4 days so YAY to that.
    -I loved sleeping between Chelsea, and Max. Yes between..how weirdly open are they? I love it! I would totally do the same. Only for a close friend of course :P
    -Creepy men behind barns are scary. Tell the story Chelsea.
    -Uhh great weekend.
    Wednesday, April 30th, 2008
    12:33 pm
    I'm a slacker this week!
    Today was the last day of classes! whooooooooooooooooo

    I've been slacking a bit in the excersise world. I should be up to about 2 miles by now, and I'm not. I'm not a good runner so that's going to take a lot of training anyways.
    Last Friday: 15 minute run with Quinn and his dog
    Saturday: Half hour walk
    Sunday: Abs, and running around outside playing tag, wrestling, and jumping jacks with Quinn. 30 mins
    Monday: I wasn't feeling well day off
    Tuesday: Finally back on the ball. 25 minutes on the eliptical, 20 mins lifting weights, and 10 min abs.
    Today: I'm going home, so I'm not sure what that will bring. I'm sure Quinn will make us run or something.
    I've been eating super healthy though, so I'm not too worried about the exercise aspect as much as I was.
    Tuesday, April 29th, 2008
    11:32 am
    Man I'm a slut compared to C

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    18.18%
    seen shirtless


    63.63%
    seen naked


    27.27%
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    Monday, April 21st, 2008
    4:41 pm
    And it started..
    Quinn and I started my 'training' yesterday. It was freaking intense. I'm super sore today, but at least that means I did something! We only ran about 1/2 mile b/c it was the first day..but then he made me sprint up and down my GIANT hill in the back of my house 2 times. (everyone try that..it's tough! lol) Then up and down my driveway..and 10 REAL pushups. He's a good helper because he's so athletic..he keeps me going when I'm about to quit. And b/c he's faster he'll still run beside me and keep me going.
    I was going to be a personal trainer, and I went to school for two years for it so I know when is enough..and what I shouldn't do. I'm glad I learned moves and muscle movement for my body.
    After dinner tonight I'm going for a run. I'm hoping for about a mile with out stopping today. And doing an upper body work-out. I've been increasing my water intake and I believe it's helping. I'm gaining weight from muscle but I fit into a pair of pants today that have been tight..so that's good!
    I hope no one thinks of this as "I'm bragging" about things I'm doing. It's honestly just an update about what I'm been doing. I won't write this everyday or anything I'll maybe post about once a month.
    My goal in a few years IS to run a marathon so..ya'll can keep me encouraged. I really want to do this!
    Laura is for sure one of my best friends, and one of the nicest people I've ever met. She helps me stay encouraged..and keeps me accountable for a lot of things I do. I believe we help each other. What I wouldn't give to reach over the phone and hug her. She's going to run with me 'in spirit' today she is going to call me before, and after we run, and we will be running together. I hope to go out and visit her sometime in June. I may just fly out again it's so much faster.
    Everyone have a good day, and don't worry I won't bore you all to tears with these weird posts..they will get more interesting :D
    Friday, April 18th, 2008
    11:14 am
    This may seem like a sad, and serious entry..but it's also supposed to be encouraging!
    A couple years ago when I attended SSU some days when I woke up in the morning my feet would tingle..or even feel like there were needles on the bottom of my feet. It went away and I thought no more of it. But recently however, it has started up again. It feels like my leg is asleep some of the time. What is this? Diabetic Neuropathy. It's where the nerves in your legs and feet start losing their senses. It's from losing circulation. It's a very sad complication to have. I know clients at the Genesis that can no longer feel their legs at all. Now before you say "you're only 22"..remember that I have had this disease for 13 years now. My blood sugars have been up and down, and crazy at times. At other times they are great. Now what I'm getting is the VERY beginning stages so it'll probably come and go for years before it gets bad. There is really no stopping the damages that are coming from my bad blood sugars I've had in the past. I cried all night last night. I was up very late feeling sorry for myself and saying "why me...why did i have to get this disease...why when i care for myself and check my blood 20 times a day must i pay for this..." I cried alone in the dark..well because I am alone in this. No one understands what I'm feeling except other diabetics. I hate the fact that I close people out but it's true. What I expirence I hope to GOD that none of you will ever have to. I don't think behind my smile people realize how I am feeling half of the time.
    I came to a conclusion..I can either feel sorry for myself..or I can do something about it. I came to the decision I want to be a runner. I cannot control my diabetes but I sure as hell can control how I am and feeling physically. Running will increase blood flow, and I'm also going to start massaging my feet every night. I have been working out every day the last two weeks, and feeling great..besides the feet thing. Now I'm going to step it up a little. I'm going to begin running. I'm going to run till my heart is content. It's not an unhealthy thing I am going to do....I'm going to run for all of the diabetics who cannot run anymore..and I'm going to run for all the people who cannot run in general. This is for them. I'm going to run for my pastor who is waiting for his new kidney. I'm going to run circles around "the world" for him. I may even one day run a marathon..I want to run one for cancer or some heart disease. I'm going to run until my legs get bad, and can no longer run. Then I hope someone will run for me.
    I just wanted to say..everyone stay healthy. We are young, take care of yourselves. This is something I'm becomming more and more passionate about. We can control things more now when we're young. Shelly this goes for you too..you're young ;) (And I know you do take very good care of youself!)
    I love you all truly!
    Thursday, April 17th, 2008
    12:07 pm
    I like posting. I got out of the groove for awhile. I don't really have much to say. I'm looking forward to this weekend. I'm going to C-bus with my cousin and seeing some other family members. Then Sunday I will get to see Chelsea..yay..I miss her!
    Thursday, April 10th, 2008
    9:00 pm
    I just got a promise ring!!! :) I'm so excited!
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